Wednesday, October 05, 2005

AttenTion

page ini akan bertukar kulit seperti ular bertukar kulit nyerk...slow slow....:D
neway..kindda busy..sorry guys tak update..

Saturday, September 03, 2005

breakdown

i am breakingdown.
i lost my best cyber buddies.
i pissoff most of my friends.
sorry akim...i make u as my punchbag who i dont mean to,
sorry sgt pada seme.
i miss her...thou she tries to avoid me.
thank you for ur kindness..
n ir friendship.
to all..sorry i terminate my myspace account.
soon this blog will be terminate until further notice.

thankx to all for ur support.

Thursday, August 18, 2005

Chocolates

Only evil lurks now, watch out it will get u some howif it takes u make sure u fight, make sure u stay in the lightfor if it takes u into its hell, your soul it will compel

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

A General Sense of Contempt

August the 3rd

i dont kill people,
in my comic thats if, people tend to shockingly disturbed by my words or even...man kejam nyerk.......and some do not understand what in the hell i talk about or even draw about.....but most of my friends do, like jonny....n awesome stroke, cool character they say....huhu..ouh well im a weird,neurotic,freak thats were jonny comes.......hes my alter ego the opposite me......rebel as always...meanwhile shizukae another character..which represent the real me....but its still under progress...it seems that i couldnt figure it out what well she be look like......these to main character are my 2nd initial.......1st is the katak..who else.

its been awhile tak update .. month thou...lots of things to jot downand a lot of things happen....last time i promise myself to get back my self confidence..~nang jaiii~...lah konon..ouh well...its me alrite..never change for the good....after got myself off the contract, ive landed with no job n income..hooray for me........last month its a hell ride of financial problem....but we scrape to it like nobody business......

then got myself busy with coa 1st n formost exhibition appeal..just after the rave of no money..my ever the last quarter money flush on the soo called exhibition. ouhh well i wouldnt call it an exhibition...if it is an exhibition....it means dealing with real ousiders/money n stuff..........discriminised the fact this ubu..tend to be..okay for startest..fun among friends.....even thou..critics from my side of friends n family..say its a "syok seniri art workshop"...its hard to have a family n freinds that is in art bg who"ve been organsing art exihibition for years...well.....the 3 days n 2 nite went..extreamly exhausted...n alhamdullilah..okay.....even theres back stabbing n evoke mocking towards each other on the admin side...the fellow peeps yg datang....are extreamly happy with the show.....coa 1st postmotem...wayyy to melayu.....far from where i used to work from......ive the urge to speak up what went wrong..but things go hairwired when...questions became intigiration....answers became neurotic missconclude freak..and all aswell burst in to flame without noticing..that the real issue didnt brode-up.......but cheers for the 1st attempt.......enuff said.

phewww!!! thats a long story........so nothing much exiciting afterthat....beside ive turned into a 24 hour nurse when the whole family except me disasterously infected by the viral fever........who knows imthe one who is low in immune could get away with that sickness....horayy for me......but its a way tired job.....handle all of them in the same time doing ur normal chores........ this week its been a hell rollercoster ride for me..n next week to ive got 4 interviews in line which i had done 1....the 1st company way too cool...all of the gadgets are soo damn..."bak kata dodot.."berdarah hidung woo"........its uk base company which..my english neededto improve..but hell noo...im not to fit to be in that company......its complicated...the ideal words for it is ...."im to freaking phobia of the work inviroment"...expecially the place where u now u r soo be-little. anyway...ive got it line up for the rest interviews....this coming friday...next monday.....and on next thursday...wallaaaa.......

ouhh well guess that its...the ever long blog ive jot down.....these means that i wont be able to update...mcm ive always update it.....coz ill be busy concentrating my new design for my own web..yer tak dodot...hehehee...... ouh before ive forgot...i think that a friend of ours...turning one year older this tuesday....im not sure dia tipu ker tak....pedulik apa..but anyway
"dodot eppy becoming besday"